I am not posting this for sympathy. I don't deserve any. I am posting this as a suicide note for my ego. Today, I stand at zero. No, I stand at minus one million . If you are hovering over that 'Deposit' button right now, think of my son's empty hands on his birthday. Think of my wife's wedding ring lying cold on a table.
Is your 'next spin' worth more than the people who call you family? Because mine wasn't, and now I'm just a ghost in a rented room.
To those who have survived this: Does the guilt ever stop burning? To those still in it: Please, let my wreckage be your lighthouse. Don't come down here. It’s dark, and I’m all alone."\*\*
Compulsive sports gambler from india. Cricket took everything from me or bokkies or my brain
Dosent metter whom i blame
Brothers sisters dont play with fire
It just started at couple of low satkenbets here and there
I dont know what to do.
39 years old with a kid
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It get better. I am going from losing everything to a years saving again.
Your first 3 paragraphs are honestly written. Take that to your own heart. Your family is worth more than this addiction. You got this.
Are u one million inr down or usd
Read and follow these steps to break your gambling addiction. Hit me up if you have questions. Regards, John
[https://www.reddit.com/r/problemgambling/comments/1pxt0at/what_happens_to_you_when_youre_addicted_to/](https://www.reddit.com/r/problemgambling/comments/1pxt0at/what_happens_to_you_when_youre_addicted_to/)
1 million dollars? Where did you get that kind of money brother?
Yesterday i took 600 rs from my mom , turned in 4000 then ,again i placed a 200rs bet that i eventually lost,
To recover those 200rs i lost all the money ,