Literally about to just off myself I can’t take this. I just got paid yesterday. Lost half my pay. I just made it back with an extra 1500 and lost it within 10 mins. I’m 27 y/o with siblings and parents depending on me but I cannot take this anymore. It’s been years of this devil and I feel like I’m mentally just gone rn
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You just described exactly what im going thru- I could not even put gas in my car this am to be sure i had enough to get back n forth to work.I starve myself some days.Im easily going thru 350-400 a day.Have my own business make decent $ but blow it all gamb.Im at work now and all I can think about is gamb.We have to stop.
Bro check out Gambler Anonymous it really changed my life ❤️
You are not alone. Call the GA hotline right now.
call the Gamblers Anonymous International Service Office at (909) 931-9056 or reach the Gamblers Anonymous National Hotline at 855-2CALLGA (855-222-5542) for assistance.
Once you realize no matter what you win you’ll lose again plus more you’ll stop. You just want to win couple grand back and if you do then it will be more and if you do then it will be more until you finally lose it all again plus more. When we win we tell ourselves this time it will be different and I got it all figured out when in reality if you like to gamble you’ll always lose in the long run because winning certainly isn’t going to stop us. Only ones I know who are up a few bucks in lifetime gambling are the people that play once in a blue moon and get lucky. Only ones I know who hit big and didn’t lose it are the guys who got lucky on a block pool but never gamble besides that.
I’m really sorry you’re hurting this much. What you’re describing sounds unbearable, and I’m glad you said something instead of being alone with it.
This pain feels overwhelming right now, but your life matters more than this moment.
Sorry man i know i do the same shit. Angry with myself. Its gone so damn quick
Please read and follow the step in this article if you want to break your gambling addiction. Hit me up in chat if you have any questions or need to talk. Regards, John [https://www.reddit.com/r/problemgambling/comments/1pxt0at/what_happens_to_you_when_youre_addicted_to/](https://www.reddit.com/r/problemgambling/comments/1pxt0at/what_happens_to_you_when_youre_addicted_to/)
This is rough stuff. Sorry you’re carrying this. I hope someone opens a door for you and smiles.
Obviously there is no good amount to leave at so just leave it. Forget about this shit.
Self exclude if u sturggle with gambling in person – if you struggle online , get a blocker like [checkpoint](https://apps.apple.com/us/app/checkpoint-quit-gambling-now/id6754121521)
When I was 16, RJ Reynolds used to send full grown women in short shorts to pool halls. They gave away shirts and hats and free smokes. I thought it was cool. And I smoked for almost 20 years. What stopped me was this: I realized the people at RJR gave not one shit who they killed or how many people’s lives they ruined. Lung cancer, throat cancer, black gums, rotten teeth.
GA has helped my son. It can help you, too. But the next time you see an ad telling you gambling is fun, remember that ad was paid for by a purposeful, crippling addiction. And the rake goes to the most rotten sons of bitches you can imagine.
Don’t let the devil win. It’s not too late to quit gambling now. Let go and let God (let go of the terrible sick addiction and let God guide you to better things), in Jesus’s Name 🙌