Was just over 5 months clean, relapsed and in a matter of hours I’ve lost everything I saved over that time. I feel very disappointed in my self after all this hard work has gone to waste. What it come down to was a stepped over my boundaries, I noticed I started watching a little bit of gambling content and looking over memecoins which definitely had an impact on me. The sad thing is it’s always the same, first time back and I didn’t profit at all but only lose. It’s devastating I really thought I was going to make it out of this but now losing has pulled me back into the depths. I will defo feel it more in the next few hours and tomorrow. This recent sober streak is my best in the past 5 years too, im done with the same old cycle.
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Every relapse is a stepping stone to sobriety. Let this be the last step.