Day 2

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As day 2 comes to an end with the long weekend I’ve done a lot of reflecting.

It’s going to take 2 months to make back the money I’ve spent this month, and I was supposed to go on a holiday in April.

The next few weeks will be a lot of sacrifices and practicing boundaries. I always thought holding onto the hurt would prevent me from wanting to go back to the pokies but I lasted a week, it’s almost like it resets and you start that dopamine chase again.

I am pretty safe in the gambling department for the next few days as Friday nights are my biggest trigger along with Saturday’s. I stay away during the week relatively well.

I’ve banned all gambling related content on my phone, with YouTube, Instagram etc so I can avoid triggers. I have some self help books that I’m going to read everyday and try to build healthy habits.

People who gamble aren’t happy people. We are all trying to fill a void and get that dopamine hit. I have been depressed most my life and have always struggled with self control. For the longest time gambling and drinking have been my main hobbies so I am start to venture out and try new things so I can keep myself busy.

One day at a time


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