Day 10

Made it to double digits and feeling a lot better for it.

Still feel insanely guilty about the $5k loss the other week and continually think about all the nice things I could’ve purchased with that cash, flights, watch, stereo.

I’m determined to never gamble again and have put in barriers for the first time which should hopefully help. Banned myself, no bank cards that can withdraw cash.

Feeling positive, I just know it’s going to be another month or two before I fully rebuild my bank account and feel ‘normal’ again.

Thanks to everyone in this group.