I was 5 months without gambling, felt so good, i was convinced i would never come back, i was saving every…fkin…Penny…
I was choosing the cheaper things in Supermarket, doing extra shifts to earn more money, stop drinking and then…
I Just paid my rent and got so low on money, i felt sad bcuz i could not eat not even a pizza or anything until my next payday, then that fking thought that i could just make a few bucks by gambling and then everything come back
I spent about 100$, i know that doesnt look too much, but i live in a third world country and actually that could buy A LOT right here.
I feel that i betrayed myself, i betrayed all my effort trying to save money, feels so down and sad, i dont know why i do those things with myself
View Reddit by ElectronicNewt9198 – View Source
Please read and follow the step in this article if you want to break your gambling addiction. Hit me up in chat if you have any questions or need to talk. Regards, John [https://www.reddit.com/r/problemgambling/comments/1pxt0at/what_happens_to_you_when_youre_addicted_to/](https://www.reddit.com/r/problemgambling/comments/1pxt0at/what_happens_to_you_when_youre_addicted_to/)
Everybody relapses. Try your best to stop again and learn from your previous mistakes
Please install bet blocker app on all your mobile devices if this is online gambling. You can also self exclude on the gambling website.