here I am , in the same goddamn position I always put myself in. pay check, 25 deposit here and there until $0. what a joke I am. the joke is really on me considering it’s always the same outcome. I tell myself im not that “bad” I do small increments at a time. not like I’m depositing 200-500 hundred each time or losing thousands. that’s the stupid mindset that keeps me depositing and losing everything and more then lying about where all the money went 🤣 fuck me and fuck gambling. POS
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Oh just also got to throw it out there to vent! Told myself we’ll continue to tell myself because they has happened more than occasionally… “just get up to what was lost in the day and call it even” to actually win back what was lost that day and continuing to gamble thinking that I’ll hit more and what’s the harm in another spin only to fucking lose it all again😂😂😂 can’t make this crap up. Need to off it