I AM BETTER OF D3AD .
I AM SO FxxuCKED RIGHT NOW.
Had a stroke due to the blood preassure and anxiety rollercoaster of up and down and big hits of dopamine and the crazyness of maxing out my cards and wire transfers , cash advances , I am a sick
Degenerate out of controll super tilted piece of shiit modafoker . I been drinking vodka non stop for 2 days now. .
This cant be happening. Tottal of $130,000 down the drain. I have NOTHING left. This is a living hell .
I lost all my life savings and my car .
Not to mention my health.
Why the fxck do i do this to myself.
I am dissabled waiting on SSI .
I CANT WORK OR BOUNCE BACK .
No family No Hope. Rent due in 2 days.
I might take myself out .
Fcuxk it all .
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Dude, I’m literally in the same boat. Lost all my savings recently: 86k. Gambled the last bits I could find which I needed to survive. Barely ate anything for the last two weeks. We took the risk, it didn’t pay off. Let’s not be pussies, it will be hard, but as long as we don’t make the same mistake again , it can only get better.
A lot of us lost 6 figs do NOT stress we’re here to help
Sorry for your losses …i lose a lot of money too and have high issues with anxiety …even right now i cânt sleep feeling like in dying and cânt walk on the streets…we must fight this TOGETHER like a motherfucker family
Don’t do it. I know life’s tough. This really helps if you’re open to it https://gamblersanonymous.org
Io voglio dirti una cosa che ti tocchera’ nel profondo amico.
So quello che stai passando e so come ti senti e posso dirti che se ti guardi indietro e’ come attraversare le fiamme dell’inferno per tutte le cose che hai perso ma il vero responsabile e’ uno solo, il gioco.
Fidati di me, si puo’ smettere di giocare, scegli la vita, scegli il lavoro, scegli lo sport, scegli il cinema, scegli i tuoi hobby, scegli i tuoi interessi, scegli le tue passioni, scegli l’amore, scegli gli animali, scegli la religione, scegli la famiglia, scegli la vita.
Abbiamo una vita sola a disosizione, fidati di me, ricomincia da 0, dimentica il passato, trasforma la tua rabbia nella grinta e determinazione che ti permetteranno di tornare a vivere.
Cancella il gioco, cancella gli eccessi, scegli l’umilta’, ringrazia Dio per le piccole conquiste quotidiane.
Il gioco d’azzardo e’ studiato appositamente per creare una dipendenza patologica nelle persone, e’ studiato perche’ a lungo termine genera sempre una perdita, la maggior parte degli sport sono truccati e i casino anche.
Amico io ti sono vicino, scegli la vita, cancella il resto.
Calling or texting 988 might help (or the national problem gamblers helpline). Depending where you live, you might even be able to go to an inpatient facility, would you like that?
I juts lost $60k and waiting at airport to get home I al also sick of myself I flew 6 hours out of province to go gamble bc I was banned at my state , I lost $25k went to bank made a bank draft and went back to chase my loss snd lost another $25k and now I just paid $950 return ticket bc it was last minute i am so sick of myself I had over $600k saved up around last year Xmas time but I manage to loose it all I have only my last $100k left and that’s my rainy day funds which I will no touch at any circumstances am absolutely garbage degenerate peice of shit ..!
Go to GA
Have you ever been to a gamblers anonymous meeting??? Seriously, can be a big change for some people to sit in community with others who know what you’re going through
Don’t give up, I lost it all! My savings and my family but I ask for help. Now rebuilding life! You can do it but seek help!
gg same
Sorry for your losses. You deserved it. R/holup
Read and internalize this article if you want to break your gambling addiction. Hit me up in chat if you have any questions. Regards, John [https://www.reddit.com/r/problemgambling/comments/1pxt0at/what_happens_to_you_when_youre_addicted_to/](https://www.reddit.com/r/problemgambling/comments/1pxt0at/what_happens_to_you_when_youre_addicted_to/)
Did you buy silver and gold calls?